Yes Master, it is true: i have been bad.
Naughty i have been.
i have brought defilement upon myself.
no one must look upon me....even You.
Make me earn Your forgiveness
teach me through discipline
punish me hard
make me hurt
and feel Your disappointment
no matter my tears
nor my cries
no matter how loud i scream
no matter how much i beg you to stop
for what i have done without You....
i need to suffer
until i can once again
feel the touch of Your eyes
upon my flesh
hear Your words in my mind
until i remember....
that i must ask first
before i can have my wetness
flow down my thighs
